AWWWWWWWWWWW. . .
i'm so darm sorry siaa, so long then
update my blog. Sorry guys!
Hmmm, nothing much happen
to my life lehs. Same same de. .
Sooo boring! haiis,my holidays
this year are much more betta
then last year sia! I'm going out
more often le! waaaa, i went to zoo,
celebrated b'days, watch movies,
slack, shopping, went to sch!!

Got darm lot sia! So happy this year lehs!
&Today i went to AMK hub at around 5plus
to meet wei liang, jia jun, jared & andreana.
We ate in mac for about 1hours. After
tt we went to the near by playground
& slacked there.

while jared went home for dinner.
We spend 2hours there slaacking!
So at around 9p.m. wei liang, andreana, jia jun
fetched mi to the bus stop and went home.
Today was okay lehs! Was crappyyy! Got jia jun
jooking aroundd! bastaaard! Lawls. He owe mi a
sodaaa!!

Well, now exams are not my problem
anymore. I dun care le. I dun have
the mood to care. So far pass jiu hao le.
i'm dead. . my soul is gone.

21st oct

i'm back to Single. .
You took my soul away on 13th.

Today its 21st.
Didn't know things would
turn out lyk this. It must be
a test from God.

I still remember, on the 20092009
on the Sunday. I remember the whole
thing. Every single action. Where, what,
who, how. As you come out from the
toilet. I didn't expect you to tell mi on
tt time. it was a very sudden thing.
You almost made my heart jump right
out. I was shock, surprised.
Today as i was watching a chinese show,
i understand tt being loved, is betta
than loving someone. But i totally disagree
with the saying.

May God's blessing be with him.
Watch over him. I just hope
that i will not b able to c him again.
I'm ready to cheerfully accept
all that comes to mi.

Love is our banner.

In my life, Too much
unhappy matter took place.
I really regretted doing
so much sacrifices for him,
It all went down the drain.
And i believe tt wad i have
done in the end, was right.
I'm just trying to shorter down
the pain. My decision is settled.

When i was struggling to stand
up. Today vincent said a chinese
sentence to mi, 'bu yao wei le a ge shu, fang
qi le zheng pian shen ling.' I believe tt all
of you heard this before right?
But this sentence really awakens mi.
It really helped. Sebastian oso told mi before,
i wasn't in the wrong, so i shouldn't
b sad or anything!
For the sake of my friends
i will get up. I will. . once again become the
Michelle tt i use to b.

I surrendered all my problems to God.
So i should start to leave the matter &
cheer up. I'm strong again! No longer
weak! With God & my friends helping mi,
i'm not afraid of anything! I believe in God.

WOW, today is so tiring & scary.
Hope God bless mi & let every prob
go away, to a new life!

Today after sch went to compass with
Shihui, Esther, Clarissa. then went
over to find Clive for tutoring.
He is a good teaher mann!! HAHA
Sorry huuh, i not smart xing ku ni for
teaching mi le. Thks for everything, the
call & the teaching. THKS!!
Hope to meet again heh.

& Shihui, jiayou for exams huuh!
Your promise to mi, betta not break
it. Okay?>.< GOOOOOO!!!!

haiis, my heart hurts.
& tt feeling sucks.
Its hurts alot. Until i
can't breathe.
You made mi feel very
scared, lost. I felt tt
i'm really an awful
girl. I say sorry bcos i dun
wan you to be any stress.

'You can b angry at mi, but
could you please dun hide from mi."

No one knows tt i'm just faking a smile
outside.
i'm actually weak & small in the
inside. afraid. .

Well, i'm trying hard to concentrate
on my exams now.
GOOO Michelle. Buck up!
Pulling myself again. lol

Today, smth much really happen.
Went home from sch, started tuition
from 4p.m. until 6p.m. Then until now
still studying. Shit! Break is almost over!
Hope tmr i will absorb more things! LOL
Byebyes(:

well now adays didn't
really had the mood the blog.
Haiis. its lyk i'm alone.
this feeling sucks.
Well, i hope he contact mi
as fast as he could.

Going to church soon
later. (:

Michelle BE HAPPY KIES!!!~